Trying to predict reconnection (composite)

[sven555]

Aug 3, 2018 13:42:15 GMT StarVega said:

ROFL

Yeah we'll see. I'll update later.

Hope you're having a good day.

I hope you are too

Just saw a Queen Tribute Act, it was amazing!

[StarVega]

Niiiiice!

[sven555]

Haha niceeeeeeee!

[FruityLlama]

StarVega

I think the scorpio planets in reconnection chart loosely symbolise the transformative nature of the reconnection. I think if it does come to happen for real, you will be able to let go of some things. The fact that it doesn't hit the composite too much gives me this thought and Scorpio represents the phoenix, rising from the ashes etc. It should set you free from something. This is what I feel intuitively, but i don't really know if Im on the right lines or understand the context very well so apologies if that seems more dramatic than is necessary haha

Moon= V/Ur MP 

Reflects heightened feelings(moon) of what the heck is going to happen next in this unusual relationship or way of relating(V/U), I think. 

[StarVega]

Thanks FruityLlama , I appreciate your thoughts.

One way or the other something will happen..........nothing is something. Right?

I was just watching Jewel Mayberry's video on composite Venus conjunct Uranus, and it's dead-on accurate:





No need to devote 10 minutes of your time to this, just posting for reference and in case you have that in any of your composites. It's pretty crazy.

Her first comment:

"When we see this in a composite chart...the feelings between two people have arisen very, very quickly...there is no build-up...we respond very suddenly to each other and we feel compelled to interact with each other with very little formality....this is a life-changing relationship."

He and I felt like we were best friends from the moment we first met. And this reconnection brought it right back to life. 

"Both people are going to act in ways that are unfamiliar even to themselves...and again, this relationship is meant to change you. And you're becoming more aware of yourselves through how you allow each other to be as you are."

All so true.

However, it's crazy-making and prone to burnout. I honestly thought it would be nice to just go for a walk with him, sort out unfinished business from our past, and hug him goodbye one last time, that seemed so normal and easy to me, a graceful closure "ceremony" of sorts.

No idea what he is thinking now, though. 

[sven555]

Mercury goes direct in a few weeks, do you think he'll still want to meet afterwards?

When did you plan to meet anyway?

[StarVega]

Aug 6, 2018 19:01:32 GMT sven555 said:

Mercury goes direct in a few weeks, do you think he'll still want to meet afterwards?

When did you plan to meet anyway?

Thanks for your curiosity. 

We were planning to meet next week, 15 August. 

So far he hasn't finalized plans. He asked me to pick the place, I asked where he is so I could do that, and he vanished. 

It is going to be embarrassing for me if this ends up badly. Like I have been such a bad judge of character and relationships. 

But oh well....no one's perfect. This is just something I was always stupid about I guess. I just liked him. 

[sven555]

Aug 8, 2018 3:52:05 GMT StarVega said:

Aug 6, 2018 19:01:32 GMT sven555 said:

Mercury goes direct in a few weeks, do you think he'll still want to meet afterwards?

When did you plan to meet anyway?

Thanks for your curiosity. 

We were planning to meet next week, 15 August. 

So far he hasn't finalized plans. He asked me to pick the place, I asked where he is so I could do that, and he vanished. 

It is going to be embarrassing for me if this ends up badly. Like I have been such a bad judge of character and relationships. 

But oh well....no one's perfect. This is just something I was always stupid about I guess. I just liked him. 

so next wednesday then, when was your last contact with this man?

Maybe he regrets it or was looking to see if you are still interested in meeting with him (for a boost).

[StarVega]

Hi sven555

Last contact 2 August. I don't even know what to say.

As a side note, it's remarkable how my event composite chart with the current time matches the transits for when we parted, so many years ago.

The NN and outer planets are all conjunct each other. Mars opposes Mars, Saturn widely opposes Saturn. This upcoming full moon at the end of August will be the exact inverse of the full moon where our connection ended back in the 90s.

Regardless of how it ends with him, I can marvel at those strange conjunctions and how they brought my past back to life.

[sven555]

StarVega, i am sorry for you, I hope you'll be ok

Those double oppositions mean separation?

The oppositions have turned into conjunctions, so in the space of 20 odd years, the cycle has come back here.

What about these transits hitting your planetary geometry? Do they create t-squares with you?

[StarVega]

Thank you sven555...I appreciate that. I will definitely be okay. But this hurts.

I just can't understand it at all.

"Those double oppositions mean separation?"

Possibly. But we were separate for 20 years. Why even come together, only to re-enact the past? I guess this time the separation would be even more complete and stronger. Trust broken even worse than the first time around, because you really do expect more from men in their 40s.

"What about these transits hitting your planetary geometry? Do they create t-squares with you?"

Yes...well transiting Uranus converts my fixed t-square into a grand cross, plus there are conjunctions:

0 Leo, my Saturn
5 Leo, transiting NN

5 Aqua, my Mercury
0 Aqua, transiting Mars

6 Scorpio, my Uranus
4 Scorpio, his NN-Uranus

2 Taurus, transiting Uranus
1 Taurus, his Chiron
His moon's somewhere in early Taurus

It's as if he and I were just slated to go through something strange and unnerving at the same time. So, might as well do that together, or interlink it. If he even thinks of me at all....I mean, he's on vacation.

[sven555]

StarVega, you need some love.

I think those conversions are the catalyst of all this. I have been studying astrology properly recently and learned that transits/progressions which convert natal aspects have a greater influence than those of standard application. How fitting this is also true.

Transit Uranus is invoking past feelings by hitting his Chiron (relationship planet), therefore his deep feelings for you from the 90's have been re-invoked. Because it is Uranus it is sudden for him and look, he has left an impression on you.

When do you think you'll next hear from him?

[StarVega]

Thanks sven555.

LOL...yeah I guess I need some love.

"Transit Uranus is invoking past feelings by hitting his Chiron (relationship planet), therefore his deep feelings for you from the 90's have been re-invoked."

That makes sense! Plus I forgot to say, his progressed sun is @ 0° or 1° Scorpio. Squaring my Saturn. So it's like he's intent on eliciting a Saturn response from me.

No idea when I'll hear from him. I've given it too much thought, obsessed in public, it's not good.

I will update the thread if he writes.

Thanks a lot for listening.

[sven555]

Aug 10, 2018 16:59:51 GMT StarVega said:

Thanks sven555 .

LOL...yeah I guess I need some love.

"Transit Uranus is invoking past feelings by hitting his Chiron (relationship planet), therefore his deep feelings for you from the 90's have been re-invoked."

That makes sense! Plus I forgot to say, his progressed sun is @ 0° or 1° Scorpio. Squaring my Saturn. So it's like he's intent on eliciting a Saturn response from me.

No idea when I'll hear from him. I've given it too much thought, obsessed in public, it's not good.

I will update the thread if he writes.

Thanks a lot for listening.

No worries It is very strange that it is such a long period of time.

But yes, do write if you get a response.

[StarVega]

Edit

Ok, plans are settled now, for tomorrow.

Wish me luck please.