Post by lucina on Oct 23, 2017 18:54:57 GMT
i was getting intrigued with this idea on the other thread, but wanted to create an own one for this to not muddle the DRaconic composite thread too much.
Just wondering if these are telling or descriptive.
the method of calculating I used:
1. Casted a Solar Return for each person and saved it
2. made a composite of both solar returns.
So I did one for the year, that I decided to never see P again and disappear from his life (he sort of did something to remind me of that timeframe, well he has been doing several things to remind me of that year. lol)
I stayed away for most of the year, but eventually shortly before our next Solar return returned. Well showed up again. it is not comparable to the way we are interacting now. lol
But anyway this was the Solar return for the year that I tried to erase myself from his life and vice versa. I must add however that at the end of that "hiatus" things on an emotional level changed very much (or I got a bit more clarity), and at the end of it I also had decided to change my life, and his life had changed as well. Unfortunately I was not comprehending the inner workings of what was going on, really. It took some more years for me to get to that point.
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I think you can easily see the New-beginning theme with the IC on 00 Aries, and the shock and upheaval there with Uranus, but eventually pushing the whole connection into change.
Two configurations stand out especially to me, two T-squares
Saturn - Jupiter - Venus
Moon - Uranus - Pluto
The first T-square might have affected him in particular, as SR Venus was conjunct his natal Venus on 25°55 Cap and opposing his natal Juno on 27 Cancer, and of course SR Saturn was exactly square. my natal uranus was opposing the SR Jupiter, which fell onto our basic composite Chiron-Atropos-conjunction in 3rd house. Well I suppose in this instance having Jupiter directing attention there might have not been a grand idea.
The second T-square affected me more, as Moon was conjunct my natal MC exactly and Pluto exactly on my natal Venus.
Interesting how both major configurations fell onto each natal Venus respectively.
The tightest aspects in this Solar Return as standalone chart were:
Uranus conjunct IC 0°06
Venus square Saturn 0°10
Moon sextile Mercury 0°14
Sun sextile Saturn 0°53
Moon square Pluto 1°08
I guess the Uranus on IC and Venus-Saturn dominated pretty much everything, esp. with Uranus-IC on the AP, and Venus-Saturn interacting with his chart (he was of course having Tr Saturn squaring his n Venus on and off for the whole year following)
Interestingly there were not that many overlays with the natal composite, just
SR NN on c-Neptune exact and c-Mercuyr by 3 degrees
SR Jupiter on c-Chiron exact
Interestingly when I had my illumination-moment at the end of the year, it happened with Tr Sun on 10 Sagittarius (on my own natal Neptune-NN and his MErcury), pretty much on the midpoint of this Solar Return`s ASC/Mercury-NN, and actually exactly opposing our c-Jupiter.
The first return or reappearance on my behalf that year happened with Tr Sun exactly conjunct c-Saturn in 7th house btw. And this was pretty much the result of something he did, a few months prior, and that I was getting notice of around that time.
(at the time he did that, Tr Sun was on 21 Cancer, exactly on my Vertex and Sun/Moon-mp, squaring his Pluto, and also squaring our composite nodal axis, opposing composite Moon and conjunct SR Vertex by 3 degrees)
Well I suppose it is worth keeping an eye on Tr Sun as a trigger.
Well I`d say it was quite fitting. How about your Solar Returns?
Just wondering if these are telling or descriptive.
the method of calculating I used:
1. Casted a Solar Return for each person and saved it
2. made a composite of both solar returns.
So I did one for the year, that I decided to never see P again and disappear from his life (he sort of did something to remind me of that timeframe, well he has been doing several things to remind me of that year. lol)
I stayed away for most of the year, but eventually shortly before our next Solar return returned. Well showed up again. it is not comparable to the way we are interacting now. lol
But anyway this was the Solar return for the year that I tried to erase myself from his life and vice versa. I must add however that at the end of that "hiatus" things on an emotional level changed very much (or I got a bit more clarity), and at the end of it I also had decided to change my life, and his life had changed as well. Unfortunately I was not comprehending the inner workings of what was going on, really. It took some more years for me to get to that point.
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I think you can easily see the New-beginning theme with the IC on 00 Aries, and the shock and upheaval there with Uranus, but eventually pushing the whole connection into change.
Two configurations stand out especially to me, two T-squares
Saturn - Jupiter - Venus
Moon - Uranus - Pluto
The first T-square might have affected him in particular, as SR Venus was conjunct his natal Venus on 25°55 Cap and opposing his natal Juno on 27 Cancer, and of course SR Saturn was exactly square. my natal uranus was opposing the SR Jupiter, which fell onto our basic composite Chiron-Atropos-conjunction in 3rd house. Well I suppose in this instance having Jupiter directing attention there might have not been a grand idea.
The second T-square affected me more, as Moon was conjunct my natal MC exactly and Pluto exactly on my natal Venus.
Interesting how both major configurations fell onto each natal Venus respectively.
The tightest aspects in this Solar Return as standalone chart were:
Uranus conjunct IC 0°06
Venus square Saturn 0°10
Moon sextile Mercury 0°14
Sun sextile Saturn 0°53
Moon square Pluto 1°08
I guess the Uranus on IC and Venus-Saturn dominated pretty much everything, esp. with Uranus-IC on the AP, and Venus-Saturn interacting with his chart (he was of course having Tr Saturn squaring his n Venus on and off for the whole year following)
Interestingly there were not that many overlays with the natal composite, just
SR NN on c-Neptune exact and c-Mercuyr by 3 degrees
SR Jupiter on c-Chiron exact
Interestingly when I had my illumination-moment at the end of the year, it happened with Tr Sun on 10 Sagittarius (on my own natal Neptune-NN and his MErcury), pretty much on the midpoint of this Solar Return`s ASC/Mercury-NN, and actually exactly opposing our c-Jupiter.
The first return or reappearance on my behalf that year happened with Tr Sun exactly conjunct c-Saturn in 7th house btw. And this was pretty much the result of something he did, a few months prior, and that I was getting notice of around that time.
(at the time he did that, Tr Sun was on 21 Cancer, exactly on my Vertex and Sun/Moon-mp, squaring his Pluto, and also squaring our composite nodal axis, opposing composite Moon and conjunct SR Vertex by 3 degrees)
Well I suppose it is worth keeping an eye on Tr Sun as a trigger.
Well I`d say it was quite fitting. How about your Solar Returns?